excellence can be attained
if you dream more than others think is practical;
expect more than others think is possible.
Sunday, September 06, 2009
This is total bullshit. The worst thing is I'm stuck in there. xoxo Saturday, September 05, 2009 xoxo Tuesday, August 25, 2009 xoxo Sunday, August 09, 2009 xoxo Saturday, August 08, 2009 xoxo
I can't believe I'm hooked on Tumblr
God, help me!
I'm just tired from all this endless shit. My forever bloated tummy isn't making me feel good either.
Alright, I'm just going to pop my pills and get some early rest today.
Here's my analysis:
Name: melissa
Date: 8/8/2009
Colorgenics Number: 23147650
You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others. (Wow. That's so true. I'm a Modernist!)
You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you.There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity. (That explains why I need to hit the Gym so often.)You are on tenterhooks and appear to be extremely nervous and upset. You are bored and you feel that life has far more to offer than this present day mundane existence. The way that you feel indicates that you have the need for a responsive and understanding relationship. You are prepared to follow up any opportunity which may present itself. However you are very choosy and you refuse to be swept off your feet unless integrity can proved to be 100% genuine. Therefore you are holding back, keeping your emotions in check because before you let down your guard you have to be sure. You are too trusting and you have no desire to be hurt again. You are responsive to conditions around you - but forever under control. (AH! OT is the cause of me being so upset! OMG. The 2nd part's so true too. Scary shit.)You are afraid that you may not be able to realise or achieve your hopes and desires and so you insist that people should accept you as you are and appreciate your rights to anything that you aspire to. (Accept me for who I am people!)
He was with his mom, grandmom and 3 elder siblings. What's so 'special' about him is that he is a complete tyrant. My impression of him deteriorated as time passed by. He was bossing his siblings and throwing tantrums at his mom. Basically, making a fool of himself and his mom in public. At that instance, it just dawned on me why lots of young couples refuse to have children.
Most of the time, I have a liking for children but this brat really irritated the hell out of me (f.y.i., his mom was sitting right beside me). He should really thanked my iPod for saving his life. Alright, my tolerance level for ugly and mischievous children are low, it will hit the bottom pit if they are chinese chinese. It is an unexplainable bias and I doubt that it will change. Ha!
I always have this thought that couple should never have children if they fall under one of these 2 following categories:
1. Do not have enough cash flow.
2. Do not have the time to educate them.
I reckon that some religious oppose the act of abortion. However, is it more of a suffering to see your flesh and blood suffer? I have this belief that parents ought to provide the best for their children - be it material or non-material needs. It gets me really pissed whenever I see a lowly income family have so many children. Therefore, do not have children if you cannot afford it.