excellence can be attained
if you dream more than others think is practical;
expect more than others think is possible.
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
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xoxo Friday, August 19, 2005 xoxo xoxo xoxo xoxo xoxo xoxo Friday, August 12, 2005 xoxo Wednesday, August 10, 2005 Really discover more in myself. Hopefully it would come in some use in handling SJAB and Judo stuff in the future. Anyway, thinking back, I did attended lots of camp before... 2001: Sec 1 Interaction Camp, Prefects Camp, SJAB Leisure Camp 2002: SJAB Training Camp, NCO Course Standard 2003: Sec 3 Camp, OBS, NCO Course Advance 2004: SJAB Training Camp, Badger Camp 2005: Judo Camp, ZHSS Sec 2 Camp, Officer Training Camp, Leadership Training Camp So I decided to come up with this! Most Leant Camp : LTC 2005 xoxo Friday, August 05, 2005 xoxo
10A!
we rocks!
Where?! THERE! =p
05S10A: Public Relations Club!
ah man, van, ah guo, mel, pearl, kj, qq, taitai, collen
I always enjoy her telling us about the stuff she went through during her SEA Games day and judo stuff. It really makes me more interested and motivated in excelling in judo.
There's so much more for me to say but I guess I'ld just reserve the rest for the Farewell Outing later on...
Dars dars dars! hahaha! The chocolate is really nice. Prefer the white one actually. It's really smooth by the way. Can't believe that he's that shy! haha. That's what me and jes had concluded. At first I thought he's might not have seen me so never say 'hi' or what but I realise that he actually did noticed but just pretend not to see lo! Can confirm with jes too. Can't stand it lo! 10 years guy school? Nahx! He's just an exception case.
I felt so betrayed then. It really shocked me to know that it was her who was spreading all those stuff. I guess jes felt that way too right? It's kind of a pity cause me and her really spent quite a lot of great times together...
Conclusion: I realise I fear the word 'backstab' now... haha!
Arghhh! Judo training is going to be suspended real soon. Ya I know some people think it's great cause they can officially pon training already. Sometimes I really don't understand why can't they make an effort to come for a training especially when it had already been cut down to once a week. Gosh! I know some of them do have valid excuses but the others please make an effort to come alright? haix...
I want more time! If only money can buy time I would definitely go for it. 1 week is enough. There's simply so many things to do and to complete in such a shirt period of time! I'm going nuts very soon. I really want to mug but there's so many distractions sometimes either that or I'm very tired. Sucks! Must jia you man!
So 'qiao' hehe! Saw him on the way out...
to jes: hey I didn't know he was still there... haha! only trying my luck! shorter route mahx!
Anyway, was back from LTC. It's not a great camp or whatever but the experience I get from there would always be remembered. It's a very different camp from what I ever attended. I just don't know how to put that in words. Just want to comment on some stuff...
Discovering more on other type of ways in handling different people and situations and most importantly knowing myself more…
Most Shack Camp : OTC 2005 + SJAB Training Camp 2004
Sorry people but I couldn't believe that that was actually an OFFICER Camp that I attended.
I was slacking throughout the Training camp as I was not the trainee there! Can you believe it, playing cards and listening to the radio in a training camp?!
Most Kiddy Camp : Badger Camp 2004
All the kids and hopefully future leaders of SJAB! Miss the little Marcus!
Most Bonding Camp : ZHSS Secondary 3 Camp 2003
All the games and activities 3e2-03 had gone through! Miss our Nature Ramble; miss our impromptu performance; miss the ‘Disco Nite’!
Most Memorable Camp : NCO Course Standard 2002
The bathing with bottles filled with water cooler water would also be stuck in my mind; the time when I was in the campfire committee; course I/C on Day1…
Most Sian Camp : ZHSS Secondary 2 Camp 2004 (facil)
It must be due to having 2 camps in a row. The campers are nice but need to be more enthusiastic and high. The ‘head’ up there makes it so sucky and sian…
Most Wanting to Go Camp : Leisure Camp 2003
It was the camp that I was in the committee to plan the activities for the first time but didn’t get to go. I had re-take my exams the week after and was forbidden to go for it.
Most Tiring Camp : OBS Singapore 2003
I had to carry this extremely big haversack for the land expedition for don’t know how many hours. And it was right after the sea expedition. The time when I thought my feet were dying and I can’t walk properly due to the blisters on both feet. With pus on them too…
It'd been 7 days since she left us. It still weird not to see her on the tracks in the morning. I guess she had left a deep footprint in my life. It takes time to heal...
Why must everyone leave so soon. The J2 had stepped down, hew ting and Cheryl's leabing for Japan in September. This sucks. Jasmine kind of remind me on Wednesday. Why Cheryl kept calling me up to coach me on my harai. I understand now. Actaully all of them played an important role in my life. Cheryl especially. I got really inspired by her when I first stepped into the dojo and still considering if Judo is right for me. Her encouragement and motivation really makes me think I can do it and perserve. Really fortuante to have her as one of the coaches in NYJC. Really. It really saddens me to see her leave.
Sometimes I think people are very superficial. Guys especially. They just have this very different set of thinking from us (females). No pms and big boobs... Gosh! The Rock had actually said something that I had remember since last year, It's a chinese proverb that he believes. It means that if you don't want people to treat you in a particular way, don't treat them in that way. I believe it too after much thijnking on the proverb. If only everyone can toleranteach other the world is going to be a better place. Thanks to the girl sitting behind me during make-up today. her endless grumble and reattling had reminded me of the belief again. I guess sometimes we had to put ourselves in mr. neo's shoes (though it's tough..haha). He just like that I guess.
LTC tommorrow...
hope everything is going to be fun...