Friday, August 12, 2005
I guess sometimes I don't think before I talk. One of the things that I must change for sure. It kind of sends the shiver down my spine when he said 'backstabbed him'. Pherhaps it's because I'd been through it before and I seriously know how it feels. The feeling is nothing but terrible. It's beyond words. Especially if it's the person is your good friend...
I felt so betrayed then. It really shocked me to know that it was her who was spreading all those stuff. I guess jes felt that way too right? It's kind of a pity cause me and her really spent quite a lot of great times together...
Conclusion: I realise I fear the word 'backstab' now... haha!
Arghhh! Judo training is going to be suspended real soon. Ya I know some people think it's great cause they can officially pon training already. Sometimes I really don't understand why can't they make an effort to come for a training especially when it had already been cut down to once a week. Gosh! I know some of them do have valid excuses but the others please make an effort to come alright? haix...
I want more time! If only money can buy time I would definitely go for it. 1 week is enough. There's simply so many things to do and to complete in such a shirt period of time! I'm going nuts very soon. I really want to mug but there's so many distractions sometimes either that or I'm very tired. Sucks! Must jia you man!
So 'qiao' hehe! Saw him on the way out...
to jes: hey I didn't know he was still there... haha! only trying my luck! shorter route mahx!
xoxo