Life According to Melissa S.

Monday, October 31, 2005

I'm finally done with my chinese! yae! It's not that I hate chinese or what but it's really a very dry subject that would really make me sleep every lesson. 05S10A can assure you that right? haha! (just finish reading jes blog, damn lame but pretty interesting tsktks!) Anyway, ya, chinese. Today paper is like so-so. Just glad that no more chinese period next year (which means no more sleeping periods for me =x).

Went with val, wk, ks, krystal and jes to the gym after that. Didn't know val knows those gym stuff so much. Pretty impressed. haha! Anyway, tried a couple of the equipments and it's pretty fun. But I really prefer to run on tracks. haha! I propose next time we can have PT there! =) Train bout an hour plus cause the ruby guys had their training there and db is going to use it later so we decided to go and play tennis. By the jas had come and join us. Sorry, jas. You didn't have a chance to try those stuff out. Next PT pherhaps *wink*.

Tennis. Our skills really sucks to the core! haha! Spent like half of our time picking up those balls under the hot Sun. We really look pretty pathetic. haha! All those weird and funny position suddenly pop out just to get the balls across to the other side =x tkstks!

I just feel that sometimes some people really take things too hard? I don't know if I'm being very mean or what right now cause if I'm in my sec1 or sec2 days I would be like 3 times more mean than this? jes wld sure agree on this right? haha! silly days! Anyway, back to the topic, I really don't see anything wrong in forming cliques. There is something seriously wrong with the person if he or she don't have a group of friends to hang out with. Miserable. Utterly miserable. *shake head* Don't get me wrong cause I really am talking from my own personal experience. Hate those days to the core. It did cause me to be more vocal and loud in a way I guess. I know PRC may have like gossip like too much sometimes but it wasn't intentional. That isn't the aim of PRC lo! Hope everything can die now soon....

Another monday without his smile...

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Friday, October 28, 2005

Came back from K-Gardens not long ago. In case you people don't know what K-Gardens is, it's actually like K-Box, just that it's in Serangoon Gardens and the facilities aren't that good. Nevertheless, it's cheap! It only cost $9.15 to sing for 6 hours! So damn shiok lo! =)

Had lots of fun sing with most of the PRC people (van, collen, amanda, mel, yue, jiahui, clarice). But seriously, 6 hours of non-stop singing did really made me kinda tired and voice is kinda hoarse already. haha!

Got back my results slip today. Surprisingly the school didn't ask me to drop any subject. But I really intend to drop one anyway. I really can't manage everything. I had overestimated myself I guess. Seriously, I'm like re-considering whether signing up as OGL is a mistake. I don't want to regret in the end just like the ZHSS sec2 Camp. But thinking bout it again, I already handed up the form and since it already is in why bother to withdraw? It's all fated right?

I don't know why but sometimes I really get pissed by her actions and words. She still hasn't earn my respect yet I guess. I really miss those days when angster would give us all his mini 'lectures' in class and made us feel really bad. haha! Pherhaps he can really relate to us better...

You really don't know who is reading your blog I guess. Like Rebecca lo! Practically gave me a shock when she told me those stuff. Shan't comment much on what she said. haha!

Thought I would bum into Dars when I saw one of his buddy in school today. Sadly, of course, I didn't see him around. A's coming, all the best to all the J2! =)

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

Okay. I'm feeling so fucked up now. Don't know why, just suddenly felt so sianed and down just before I present that damn OP. And as I expected I completey srewed up today's reharsal. Fuck. It's lke the first sentence I said I already can sense something wrong. Wasn't following the script throughout. Suck to the core. Feeling so bad now. Pissed and angry with myself at the moment. Damn! Sometimes it really isn't good to be a perfectionist. So feel ike screaming and slamming someone right now.... Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!

The dry-run did made me better by a little. Reharse my part at the actual room. Like the enviroment there. Damn freaking good.

Ny198 is presenting right now. Last 2 groups to go and I already feel like dying here right now. Mind is blocked- completely...

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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

So wanting to blog right now though I still have my OP script to edit right now. That can wait for the moment =p haha! Anyway, just came back not long ago from Suntec to celebrate Pearlyn's birthday. The entire PRC went down lo! It's really fun.

NY202 ended our dry-run pretty late so pratically I was rushing in and out of the bathroom went I got home. And my brother was giving me the "What's the hell is wrong with you". Anyway, we went to Candy Empire again! Really couldn't decide what to get for very long. How I wish I could try a little of everything =) haha! Dream On! But in the end got myself 3 Chewits ChewBar (which is extrememly sticky), Nestle Peppermint Crisp & Nestle Aero Bubbly Toffee. The dinner at Kenny Roger's was really great. The food is alright but the gossiping and chattting was really really fun! Enjoy every moment of it. We really made quite a din there lo! People were constantly turning around to look at us. But, who cares! haha! Did I ever mention I do sometimes love the attention? hoho!

Kinda looking forward to be an OGL again. haha! Amanda was practically screaming at Kenny Roger's on the thought of dancing with her dearest eye candy and hopefully being in the same group. hahaha! You should see how crazy she was! Hopefully my partners aren't bad. Too bad there's like no way Dars going to be my fellow partner. Sad. =( Anyway, I also can't imagine myself dancing with him.. actually, can't imagine him dancing at all! If only....

Wanted to go Secret Recipe to get Pearlyn a cake but it's pretty pathetic there as it's already kinda late. Headed for Coffee Bean instead. Sang birthday song and chill more...

It's really really great being in PRC and knowing all of these wonderful girls. It really makes my JC life much more exciting and fun. I don't think I can enjoy myself if I'm in other classes that much. Love you babes! =)

Happy Birthday Pearlyn!

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PRC celebrating Pearlyn's Birthday =)

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where am i? taking the photo lo!

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amanda! that's not Louise lO! =p

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presenting you the birthday girl!

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it looks as if the flame's on her nose.. hehe

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we wanna est the cake too!!!

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kj,amanda,collen,van (forever with her eyes close. tsktsk!), gouyue

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qq.mel.kj on train...

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Monday, October 24, 2005

My body's aching all over. But it's quite satisfying considering the amount of stuff we had done today. =) But I can say that my performance today really sucks. I was so limpy today. Kinda fustrated with myself cause I did know that I had to pay more attention to my hands when doing harai goshi but it just didn't went well. And Jeremy and Sulaiman had to point that out to me several times lo! =( Had randori after so long. As Coach Tan had said "Use more skills and less power." Got to brush up on my throws!

Training got to put on hold due to PW. That really sucks as competition is just in March for God sake! The standard of me right now is still quite a distance away from slamming that Vicki (if I still remain in Heavy Waight that's it, which I don't want to) .

The progression for the cross training with CJC is really getting no where till now. All the 'who are going to responsible' and stuff is driving me nuts. Hopefully the teacher in CJ can come down-please. Really want this cross training to be carried out smoothly...

Doesn't Dars need to come back to school to consult teachers? =S
I just realise that I no longer come to school so early anymore. In fact just in time for morning assembly nowadays. It's really disappointing to see that seat empty everytime when I'm in the canteen early in the morning...

Back to PW...

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Sunday, October 23, 2005

PW is really driving me nuts. Nothing but PW these days. Sickening! Had been preparing the presentation for OP at wazy's yesterday. Progess quite smoothly I can say. Still doing touching up now... *sigh*

Did I mentioned that her room was full of hair!!! I should have took the picture down man! (change my phone le *beaming* but still getting use to it) The comb brush also! Stuck with hair. Gross! I mean at the very least sweep up all the strands and clean the comb lo! Though I'm not quite a hygiene freak but it really makes me kinda disgusted. Pherhaps she just like her hair lying around.. *shrug*

Talking bout hygiene, I think Mathew's becoming one! haha! Heard from Han Nee that he doesn't want to get to his playschool toilet as it is smelly and dirty! Can you believe it! He's only 1 yr plus! hahaha! But I guess it would change as he gets older.

Walked over to Han Nee's after the meeting. Kinda disappointed as Mathew wasn't at home yesterday. He was at his maternal granny's. Should visit him again during the holidays. =) Uncle and aunt wasn't at home too so it was left with me and Han Nee lo! I really enjoy talking to her though she's like 14 years older than me. =)

Talked to Mdm Amy a while ago. Ya, was about NCO Course. Glad I talked to her. It really make me realise that sjab does play a part in my life. Though it's a mixture of hate and love but the memories and values it had thought me is priceless. If only mom could understand that... Anyway, qinqi's coming back! with Josiah though! Still can't believe he would be my fellow parnter. hahaha! Almost fainted when Jes told me that. Oh man! But I'm defientely lookinng forward to the course now- as an instructor! =) Thanks Mdm for waking me up.

Back to OP now.. duhx!

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Friday, October 21, 2005

Finally went to develop all those photos today. Pherhaps I could start on my "JC Album" during the holidays. =)

Had been a boring day today. Nothing but PW. I guess next week would be the same too. Bored to death. But I really can't wait for this whole PW thing to end like asap. It had really been driving me nuts. No more PW, no more CLAO, no more econs/bio. *woot* Can't wait to see what's next year timetable is like now! haha. Getting myself excited over nothing of I can't even get promoted right? =x

Recieve the latest new from Ms Lim in the morning today. Ahhhh!!! National Judo Championship for thr individual would be in MARCH instead of the usual July!!! Oh man! Have to train hard over the holidays already. Actually Individual is cool but I really prefer Team event. There's team spirit and support from you team mates that makes the winning fore satisfying I guess. Anyway, I'm still considering whether to go Heavy or Middle category. Both have their advantages and disadvantages. Guess I should consult the coaches when the competition is near. But for now... I shall keep shedding off those fats! tsktsk! =)

PRC Blog is up! Check it out! http://www.prc-scandalicious.blogspot.com/

the seat had been empty for days...
and it's going to be empty forever i guess...

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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Yup. Change my skin again. Just thought of having something new. I realise that this is the first time I'm using a white background. Wanted something new...

Promos results are back. Suck to the core though there is improvements. Expected myself to do much more better. I'm really afraid that my mid-years and tests scores would pull me down by a lot.

Arms and knee had just started to ache from Monday's training. My body really react kind of wols huh. I really want to put my heart and soul in training now but the results are really worrying. *sigh* Talking bout training, I really got an urge to slam and slap them. Com'on lo, if you're not committed to the cca just get out will you? Haix! It makes job easier for all of us. No use having your name there but attendance is like 20%? I don't understand why do the exco and the usual few people always have to shift the mats while the others just enjoy using it. I mean this isn't fair right? It's not that only you who don't like to do all these shit. Damn. Enough of the ranting.

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Friday, October 14, 2005

I'm just like so tired and my back is aching now. It had been months since I stepped into the dojo again. Was really excited though. But all the mats carrying from the MPR all the way down to the gallery is really tiring especially after the whole open house thing. Tired and shack...

But, can say we did a pretty successful job today! Good job everyone? haha. Uncle Su especially. He's like damn good lo.. attracted a lot of people to come and see us. The going against the ruggers part and randori part was pretty neat I think. =)

Wanna train hard now for the coming competition next year. May be kaisu but I really want to get something back other than experiences. hehe. Pretty ambicious huh? But that's me. too bad. =p

Can't stop smiling to myself too today. haha! Didn't expect to see dars to come back for the open house today though I did hope that he would come >.< tsktsk! Shan't dars much round here.. hehe!

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mats carriers..

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it's really hot! the mats i mean..

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in the shade.. haha

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at shaw watching 'Myth'...

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

that's my dearie!

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Hey! Just return from Han Nee's (she's my cousin). Had fun there cause I get to see my dearie after so long! Matthew that's right! He's so adorable! 2 years old already! hehe! Played with him the whole evening after going to catch 'Corpse Bride' with quan. He knows how to talk a lot already since the last time I saw him. Guess his playgroup did help him quite a lot.

Then just now Han Nee was telling me bout this Japanese show something something ai ni. Then Matthew kept 'Ai ni! Ai ni! Ai ni!' haha so funny! Then he point and me and shouted 'Ai ni!' lo!! So cute! Made me and Han Nee laugh non-stop! haha! Then he looked so sad when we are leaving lo!

Sometimes I really envy those kids. They can show their emotions without having to worry what it might get them in. if you're happy, you are really happy. It's are written in their faces. I guess that was something that was slowly taken away as we grow up...

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Monday, October 10, 2005

Just return from my class bbq at amanda's. Freaking tired now but really enjoyed the bbq though. Had quite a lot from the fun especially with the PRC babes! hehe! We rock right? yae! haha! Anyway, I had uploaded the photos onto by Yahoo! Photos already so you people can go and download it. =) Happy Birthday to all the October babies once again!

Talking bout the bbq, sorry but I really got to say the guys in my class really suck and setting up the pit to the core. Please go and learn how to start a pit for God sake. It supposes to be a guy's job lo! Ended up gouyue and me doing it la! But one thing they are sure good at is blowing the charcoal! haha! Especially that Yan Cong lo! Like elephant! A very ungentlemanly one. *peng* Barbeque 6 chicken wings just for himself. *shake head*

It just make me treassure the times with A.F. even more I guess. The guys are really great lo. haha. But sometimes I would just forget to appreciate them lo. Pherhaps jes and me are the only girls in the gang so the guys also qian jiu us a lot. haha. They would always ask us want we want to have then duckie and co. would help us to barbeque lo! Thinking back they are really very nice to be around them. haha! My 'setting up pit' skills are also learnt from them lo! haha! Guess we have to wait for gary to finish his Os before the whole gang can meet up again...

Went back to school in the morning to settle the open house stuff. Haix. Sometimes I jsut can't understand the teachers. Keep refering us to one and another one and another one. In the end nothing is confirmed. It's really very demoralizing sometimes. Guesss Valmond also feel the same way too. Haix. How I wish can just do it without worry this and that and making it so sian in the end. Just hope the whole thing would be succesful and approved. Please....

Accompanied jes and jas (hehe) to J8 for luch. Bought Jas 2 slices of chocolate tiramisu as her birthday is on this coming Wednesday. Guess you enjoyed the cake? haha!

Didn't see Dars today. Kind of disappointed. It's a Monday lehx! haha! Anyway think they having study break or something. The chances of catching up in school is like getting slimmer and slimmer each day...

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