excellence can be attained
if you dream more than others think is practical;
expect more than others think is possible.
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Okay. I'm feeling so fucked up now. Don't know why, just suddenly felt so sianed and down just before I present that damn OP. And as I expected I completey srewed up today's reharsal. Fuck. It's lke the first sentence I said I already can sense something wrong. Wasn't following the script throughout. Suck to the core. Feeling so bad now. Pissed and angry with myself at the moment. Damn! Sometimes it really isn't good to be a perfectionist. So feel ike screaming and slamming someone right now.... Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!! xoxo