Sunday, January 01, 2006

First thing first...
Happy New Year to all! May 2006 be a wonderful and blessed year! =)
(and a dust-less one to me... sobsob!)

2006 has finally arrived so it's goodbye 2005.

2005 was actually quite a short but quite a meaningful year to me. Pherhaps my 1st three months was spent slacking at home and doing nothing much. Entering nyjc is like entering a new phrase of my life. A completely new environment with lots of new people that come into be life. Though the changes were actually very welcoming but part of me still miss the old 4e2-04 days at times.


Truthfully, everything turned out better than I thought. I'm actually very blessed to have a great class- 05S10A. This is especially so after Public Relations Council was being established. hehe! The babes there simply rocks! I had so much fun spending my time with them.

Joining Judo was another greatest thing in 2005. I simply had so much fun spending my Mondays and Thursday at the dojo with the wonderful coaches and fellow judokas there =) Maybe Jes was right. I just don't really have any ball sense and I guess that makes me love Judo even more! I guess being the captain does play a part to my love for Judo. hehe! You just have to love what you do right?

Being part of the National Judo Championship with my seniors to me was really quite an accomplishment. The coaches and seniors are really great and nice as they guide this clumsy and silly bull through the matches. Having the honour to share the victory with them was like a bonus to me! The moment was really unforgetable especially to a noobie like me.

Entering Officership is another thing that I never thought I would do but still I mangaged to pull through it. I guess it's a way to contribute back to the ZHSJ after which she had nurtured me to who I am now. (erm, i'm not too bad lo! tsktsk!)
As the saying always goes "With higher authority comes bigger responsility" Cadets would always look up to you to matter what but it's not easy to always set to good example for them. We are just bound to make mistakes at times...


Of course there were setbacks to make the year more interesting and exciting. Some of which really had really made up grow up in a way or another...

I think Hew Ting's death is one of the major one that I had to go through. Life is just so vulnerable. Her departure was really shocking. One second you're here the next second you could be gone forever. It did made me regret how I used to 'look' and treat her as she was 'different'. It did make me treasure the one I love more and have a differnt perspective of people.

My academics results were that decent actually despite the improvements that was made
during promos. A lot of work still need to be done and the amount of time left isn't much. Dropping economics rather than biology was a risk that I'ld want to take and bring it to 2006 after much consideration. I just think that I have to love what I'm doing to bring it far so that's it!

Judo training wasn't always fun too. I guess I just give myself too much stress at times that I simply under-perform? haha! The power of night training I guess. It really made me damn pissed and I just felt freaking stupid at one period of time.

New Year resolution? haha! I don't have any simply because I don't follow them at all! Most of the time it would turn out to be stuff that I want to achieve or simply the goals I have. Pherhaps I would just share it another day cause this entry is kind of long already... =)

xoxo