Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Say I'm stubborn and I don't give a damn cause I am! I'm just super pissed with fbb today. I'm just feeling terribly terrible and super demoralised. Thanks dude! Damn you! This is the exact feeling I got when I played randori with Aloysius. It sucks.

I'm just wondering were we that bad and sucky? Cause seruoisly I don't think so. Pherhaps I'm too sensitive? Whatever. Com'on we know that today was really disorganised and stuff but we were that bad right? Others have 3 sheets of names? I don't think so- seriously. The intake for this year is damn little compared to last year. Not only we had problems in recruiting people, others too ok. So what's the fuss? yaya, it wld just affect his iron rice bowl. Damn.

I just don't understand am I that unlucky or what. At first it was the change-over to p-brain than now to this fbb. They appeared to be so friendly and nice at first but in the end we finally got there true colours. Sorry if I condemned the others but this is what I feel for those cca tic.

I'm just so sianed by everything right now. Is there not enough effort put in? haix! I'm so feeling like slamming non-stop right now to vent all my anger! ARggggg!!!

But rest assured, I would not like this issue to hinder me to get what I want =) hehe! I'm a stubborn old bull! yupyup! I'm sure we gonna to a GREAT job for the Bazzar 2 the next round! I give all of you my word. And for the camp too!

J1 would be joining us for training tomorrow. Just hope the attendace would be a good one. And most importantly we got to have Sul to coach us again! I'm so missing his traingings and stuff. *sobsob* Hopefully Jasmine's and Kitty's so-called 'feeling' would be wrong! tsktks!

xoxo