excellence can be attained
if you dream more than others think is practical;
expect more than others think is possible.
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Arggg!!! I got DC a while ago and my entire entry is gone!!! G.O.N.E. xoxo Friday, February 24, 2006 xoxo Monday, February 20, 2006 xoxo Sunday, February 19, 2006
Arggg!!! Can't she just take that picture away?! Boohoohoo~
These are the better looking ones:
I really wonder are my eyes really that small to be accused of sleeping in class again? This time round was Queen Bee. I was pratically staring at my paper thinking of the stupid solubility question then she started bitching. Damn her. I just couldn't be bother to explain to her. Sucks.
Went to Van's house after school today. Initially wanted to play majiong but in the end we were so engrossed in watching this korean movie- Innocent Step that we had to put our game aside. haha! I guess I'm really in love with korean shows! ^^ They can be real humourous and touching at the same time! haha! But I have to agree with Clarice that it's quite impossible to have such stuff happening in the real world. Even if there is, that guy is surely to be taken already. haha!
Grappling competition is on this Sunday and we had not been practising much for it =S Hopefully Sul could give us some useful tips and counters tommorrow. The good new is there wouldn't be any submission for the girls! Hooray! Futhermore all the A, B and Open Category would be playing togather! =) Hopefully we can get something back! haha!
A-levels results are going to be out next Wednesday. Hopefully I did well for my AO Chinese. I don't want to retake it again and I really want to get at least a B for it. *crossing my fingers* Erm... that also means all the seniors would be back! It's been quite sometime since I last seen some of them. hehe.
Wonder how they would look like especially those who are already enlisted to NS...
Got to mug and train REAL hard now. National School Individual is in a month time. Got to be at tip-top condition by then. It's the match I'd been waiting for a year...
Press On NYJCians!
Try this out k? hehe! I want to know =)
http://kevan.org/johari?name=qinqi*
Thanks Uncle Sul for your 100 plus and Yamyam and of course for you encouragements too! Thanks Coach Tan. Thanks NYJCian! You people rocks!
I was really freaking nervous when I got went out of the house today. Having the cramps and stomache throughout the bus journey to Bedok plus my hand were pale and clamy "/
As usual, the weighing machine of SJF is totally screwed. As expected I weighed 2kg more. Thank God it still in the weight range for my Category. First match was against some China girl in RJC. Tried to spot for her but to no avial. Never see her before mahx. Instead spotted some of my ex-opponets from RJC.
39 bout. That's the number I had to wait for my 1st match. Thankfully there's only 6 people in my Category. But still the nervousness was still there. Anyway, can see that Sul's like pretty disappointed in some of the guys. Can understand why too. Pherhaps it's the first time they are fighting in such conditions. But I guess MST-ing does help me quite a lot today! haha! Though it made me kinda look retarded -_-"
Guess we really had to train doubly hard for the National School Championsip (Individual) in March. To those who can't make it this time round, don't ever ever give up alright! Losing doesn't make you guys losers but giving up is. Train hard and hope that you could meet your smae opponent another time so that you could then trash them k?
I know that it's naturally to feel disappointed and stuff especially to those who lost right at the start. Pull youselves up together alright =) Remember there's more to come!Be confident but never complacent. It kills and I had experienced it once. It truely sucks.
The Kyu Grade Championship had started and ended sucessfully today.
NYJC had clinched 2 Gold, 1 Silver and 3 Bronze today! Here's the list:
5th Kyu (Yellow belt)
Men
Dihua Champion in Extra Light Weight Category
Adrian 2nd Runner Up in Extra Light Weight
Weixian 2nd Runner Up in Light Weight Category
Yun Peng 1st Runner Up in Middle Weight Category
Wee Keat 2nd Runner Up in Middle Weight Category
Women
Qinqi Champion in Middle Weight Category
yup! Finally I got what I want. The morning run throughout the entire last week wasn't wasted at all! hehe! Really super duper happy! Too bad Sul had to leave early or else can see =( Fought 3 matches only. haha! RJC, NYJC then finally Xin Hui of CJC.
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xoxo Wednesday, February 15, 2006 xoxo Sunday, February 12, 2006 xoxo Wednesday, February 08, 2006 xoxo Tuesday, February 07, 2006 xoxo Sunday, February 05, 2006 xoxo Friday, February 03, 2006 xoxo Thursday, February 02, 2006 xoxo
Anyway, Happy Belated Valentine's Day to all! =)
Finally the identities of all the Angels and Mortal in 05S10A were revealed today! haha! We were like some big shots occupying the table that the Bizz Club had been using after the Math lecture to exchange our gifts. haha! It's really funny to see some of my friends reacted upon knowing who their angels were. Especially Collen and Melissa! haha! At least Melissa is better lo! Collen was like super blur and didn't have a clue at all that Van was her angel!
Collen: Hey! Who's my Angel ar?
Someone: Behing you la!
Collen: Where? (when Van is standing right behind her!)
haha! So funny! It's like so near yet so far. Dear Melaine got quite a shock to know that I'm her Angel too. hehe! I really can hide my identity pretty well ar? =) Hope you like the 'flowers' and card! hehe!
And yes. My Angel was indeed Siyu. I guessed I knew too much and it sort of able to cancel out and guess who my Angel was. But thanks for your gifts! =)
But where's my Judo Angel??? =(
Jeslin and I were commenting on how similar the content of our cards to each other is. haha! I guess after spending so many years together not only can we guess what each other is thinking but the stuff we say to each other is becoming pretty similar too! lol!
Received lots of gifts, cards, candy and chocolates from lots of my friends. Thanks everyone. haha! Felt so loved yesterday though it's another dateless Valentine's Day for my again =) Too bad I had to control my calorie intake these few days or else those chocolates would surely be gone by now! haha!
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I don't know what had gone wrong with me but counting the number of rounds I ran today is really scary. I never know I can run so much! Here is the 'record':
Early morning: 6 rounds
PE : about 15 rounds
PT : 8 rounds
Total :29 rounds!
29 rounds! That's almost 12km?! Gosh! I guess I'm sort of addicted to running in the morning after mt self-training these few days. haha! But my hard work does pay off! Lost like 3 kg in a week! hehe! I'm so happy! Though I'm now officially in the range of my weight category but knowing that the weighing scale of SJF is always screwed guess loosing another 2kg is better =) More running in the morning I guess...
4 more days left. I'm getting all the jitters as I thought of it. The feeling is really very similar to last year. Kind of miss that feeling. It's really making me excited and nervous at the same time. Every competition is different and it's really making winder how Sunday event would be like. How the bout would go about? Which bout am I going to play? Who would I be against with at first? Which throws am I going to use? How am I going to start the match? Questions and questions are popping out of my mind right now...
Really hope I wouldn't disappoint myself =)
I'm still wondering whether to ask my Mom and Quan to come and watch. She's free that day abd they never watched me play before come to think of it. But imagine after watching how rough the competition can get I'm thinking twice now... hehe! I still want to continue playing Judo ok! =p
I think I really think too much but I'm really excited and nervous about it. I actually dreamt that I was on my way to Bedok Indoor Stadium for the competition last night. I guess I blurted quite a lot of nonsense in my dream too =X
Need to lose some more weight too. Got to perserve! Haix! I guess I really need to go and run in the school in the morning to burn off all those fats! Can't wait to celebrate and pig out after the competition! but for now I really have to watch my calories intake.. "/
Brought this game to Judo today and who started playing it. i'm kind of disappointed that only a few wanted to play actually. I really thought this could sort of bond us together. The intention of this game was partly due to V-Day. I suppose giving a small gift to your friend on V-Day does cheer the person up. I recalled during my Secondary 4 days when my group of friends (girls & guys) would just exchange small presents with one another. I guess it sort of signifies how important the person is to you as a friend. =)
However, it was more due to bringing everyone closer as a team. Pherhaps I didn't make the stand clear in the first place. You may think that playing Judo doesn't need any team effort or whatsoever. Maybe it doesn't seem that important for Individual event but for Team event it really is. The spirit of the team does play an important role on the confidence level of the team and the individual himself.
I seriously need to shed some weight off right now. And in only 1 week time. So carbohydrates is like totally out now. Got to perserve! Think I should run more too..
HMmm...
I was totally screwed up during training yesterday. Can't do a proper got my right hamstring pulled before randori, couldn't do a harai goshi during randori and got my right ankle injured again. Haix! I need to recover fast.
This sucks.
Valentine's Day is coming. Pretty excited bout it. No, I don't have a valentine and don't think would have any. But my class is playing the Angel & Mortal game as a CT! =) Cool right? The game like starts today all the way till Valentine's Day and you got to give your Mortal a gift on that day as you reveal your identity!
Erm... guess it wouldn't be quite hard to get a gift for my mortal... hehe!
Learnt shoulder drop yesterday. Pretty neat throw. Maybe could use it on Monday's training. hehe! But need more practice on that too.
Oh ya! Saw Gary yesterday at Budo too! haha! Jasminen must be so jealous! nanny nanny poo poo! tsktsk! AES had training before us I think. Saw a bunch of guys when me and xueling went there. But he just occasionally came out from the room so didn't see him much. Was training when he came out -_-"
Going to coach's house later on. haix! Jasmine and Jeslin wouldn't be joining us.
Shit! I just checked the SJF website http://www.singaporejudo.org.sg/calendar.htm and you know what.. The National School Championship (Individual) is on 22-23rd March!!!
That's our block test week! Gosh! Oh man! How?! Somemore I have my last paper- Biology in the afternoon on 22nd! Then 23rd is Physics paper for the others I think. That means the holidays must train and must mug?! Oh shit! This is so dead... =X
Okay. There's something wrong with my phone again. Like what the fuck?! This is the second time already and I just got it repaired! Damn. Mom said I should go and insist to get a NEW phone from SAmsung afterall I'm under garanntee. This is so shitty. Don't know what;s wrong with Samsung phone nowadays. Crap. Now I had to use dad's super old Nokia phone AGAIN! Arggg!!!
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Okay. Training is still on. But only 4 going tomorrow. Kind of pathetic. Too bad Jes and Shin can't join us tomorrow. The guys... forget it. None seems interested. I don't know what to say to them too. I know that most of them wanted the extra training in school. I do too. but that fbb is really WOLS. haix. By the time he get the extra training guess our competition would be over. Crap.
Shit! I can't find my Shuffle! I don't know why! I remembered putting in my bag before training yesterday and I never bring it to school today so I assume that it's at home but it's NOT! Oh gosh! This sucks. Please come back~~
*sobsobsob*
I'm kind of confuse right now. I always wanted to get into the Middle weight category but after today's training things sort of got a change. There's no problem for me getting into Middle weight cat. actually it's just that as what Sul said, there's like a super high chance of me winnning in Heavy. I really wanted to win but yet part of me wanted to try out the Middle weight category. No doubt it's sure going to be more competitive and stuff but come to think of it there isn't much chance for me to play in that category especially during the National School Championship. Haix!
Kyu Grade Championship is just like 2 weeks away. It looks like I really got to work on my stamina real soon. Sul did his so-called survey today during training with the J2...
"Who wants to win?"
"Who thinks she/he would win?"
haha! He's so called survey. It looks more like MST to me though. Anyway, I just raised my hand for both questions. Erm... I guess everyone wants to win or else why even participate? To me, going for competition is for winning. yesyes, you can gain experience but that's like secondary and I guess usually only the losers would say that. Lots of the others raised theirs.
But there seriously seems to have a lack of confidence when Sul asked the 2nd question. From where I was sitting only I raised my hand? It really makes me kind of thick skin but I believe that if you think you would win, you will win. Of course there's time when I would doubt on my ability but I guess you just have to pour it all out on during the competition. It's all in you I think. Just do the best and don't give up and you will win =)
I'm like so giving myself MST right now =/
Finally I finished watching Full House! It's real nice and yes the show does really make Rain very charming and cute. hehe! No wonder Blossom is going crazy over him. haha!
Okay, the show had ended and the mugging continues...