excellence can be attained
if you dream more than others think is practical;
expect more than others think is possible.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
Screwed today's paper. Whatever shit. I'm going to be so dead when the results are going to be back. Crap. I'm actually wondering if I want to go school on the 12th. It's the team event day but I would be getting some results back too. Shitty ass.

But sadly, I have not seen him for quite some days already =( Can't seem to find him around my block these couple of days...
Anyway, ya World Cup is one blah blah blah. Didn't subscribe to cable though or else I'm sure going to flunk my mid-years though I doubt I can do well anyway. What the heck. While everyone is going nuts over Kaka, I've decided to go crazy over Torres Fernando(Spain)!

No doubt Kaka has gorgeous eyes and so is his wife. Accept the fact girls! He's MARRIED! hahaha! Though Fernando has the 'bad-boy' image but he's really cool I think. He got to thank those tattoos for that! The tattos he has on his arm are actually the birthdates of his parents and siblings in case you have no idea about it =) They're in Roman that's why they look unusal! Too bad his team is out. *boohoohoo*
Few more papers to go and I need the motivation back again. I'm super demoralised after the papers I took this week. Zzzz..
At least there's next Thursday training to look forward to next week =)
I miss my gi...
xoxo Tuesday, June 27, 2006 xoxo Saturday, June 24, 2006 xoxo Friday, June 23, 2006 xoxo Wednesday, June 21, 2006 xoxo Saturday, June 17, 2006 xoxo Friday, June 16, 2006 xoxo Wednesday, June 14, 2006 "Judo" BIG (we look super spastic man!) "Judo" small (cute!) jas, kristan & jacq preparing for "Acid River" jeslin with my bully legs and Adidas slippers! tsktsk! bet our dear collen was slacking again... lol! looks how serious kit was doing his pull-ups! way to go kit! haha *ahem* brokeback on the dojo with so many the lady behing the camera taking her deserved break =) The one and only Team NYJC! =) xoxo Monday, June 12, 2006 xoxo Thursday, June 08, 2006 xoxo Saturday, June 03, 2006 xoxo
Jes told me I sounded as if I got dumped or whatsoever on the last entry. Even Rebecca thought it got something to do with Dars -_-"
I guess everything would be clear on the 6th. But I doubt I would receive any good news about it then or even before that. Zzzz...
Boo hoo hoo! Boo hoo hoo!
Oh God! Please let it be the 15th and please let whatever needs to be delay to be delayed. I understand the opportunities and stuff that can be opened to him through this trip but just a few days later wouldn't matter much right? Afterall he had also admitted that we are his fruits of labour in a way or another and really wants to see us out there.
I know that you guys must be thinking what the shit I'm blabbering in this entry. Things will be made clear to you people at a later date ok. I just hope that heaven can be on our side for once. Anyway, it like he's high (due to his beer and chicken wings -_-") and I'm down. And worse still, I'm freezing right here as it's raining heavily outside right now.
Haix! I'm super feeling insecure and the moral is pretty low for me right now and I know it's WRONG!
Com'on! Bad things would always come to an end no matter what. Pherhpas it's a blessing in disguise! (I hate that phrase actually cause he used it when I couldn't compete in Age Group) No matter what happens, having faith in myself and them is the most important thing right? All the shit we had gone through and stuff we had built up musn't collapse because of this. Who knows? It may not even happen at all right?
Sorry for that self- reassuring paragraph. I just need to get my mentality back to the right track again. I guess only the Lord can save me now...
Anyway, this may be something you may want to catch---> Sul getting beaten up! hahaha
Maybe it will pop back to my brain after dinner =)
And I miss trainings!!!
Missing the dojo, the slammings, the randori, the coaches... EVERYTHING! hahaha! And we're like going to step down in 1 month time. 1 month may seem pretty long from now but after minusing the mid-years and the A' Division Team Event, we only got at the most 4 more traingings till we are no longer NYJC Judokas. Haix!
Trainings have always the power and ability to pull me away from the mugging world. Truly destress me from the school work. It's nothing cheem as we usually just comply to what Sul and Coach Tan say. It's kind of "I say what you do what" thing but I guess having faith in them just cast that feeling away. I think I'm going to get more sedimental as D-day(20th July) draws near...
Quan was looking at me as if I'm mad when I saw the message after hours again. haha!
Jie meis is getting super duper scandalicious and I really can't stand it already! hahaha! Our batch was like so innocent then! Oh man! Okay, we are STILL innocent now=) tsktsk! All thanks to Kitty man! The moment he came back all the truth started to come out. Sometimes I really wonder how does he actually got hold of such information. He's absoultely good in digging out the juiciest news. haha! I'm a victim too *boo hoo hoo*
Left 1 week to mug and there's like topics I haven't touch for bio and math. I'm dead. =X
He said he going to do 2 parachute jumps later in the day. Sounds so super cool! I didn't know he got to do that in there. I was just telling Jes I would like to do a jump in the future when the helicopter flew pass the school yesterday. hahaha!
All the best for his jumps later on =)
But...
No pain no gain! Press on people!
Anyway, Sul brought this BPS girl to training today for the Direct Admission Exercise thing. Hopefully he could pysco more of them here man! Like Hamster and Vanessa are good too! haha! Not to mention those guys from St Gabs and AES are fine too! haha! As long as they bring hope to the team is fine =)
My Daddy rocks man! He came back home just now to pass me the USB port during his break! So nice of him right! *muahx* Unfortunately that Kristal never give me the username for Imagestation but only the password! Bish! Whatsmore she's enjoying herself in Thailand! haha! I guess if you're so desperate to want the pictures, you can want from me yourself if they are not posted here. Enough of the crap, here are the moments taken for our camp! =)




teamwork works wonder =)
briefing by moi b4 the telematch begins=)
leonard doing his pose just to get his face snapped by kristal...
zhanhua: yunpeng! here i come~!
aiyo yuda! ur smile can't kill leonard you know.. tsktsk!
sexy! *woot*
how wk knows he's being taken? :o
egg-caging in process. do not disturb.
lazy jes who refused to change at first...
the crazy guys...
and the lovely girls! haha! (ok, with the yandao coach -_-")
"SEH!"
I don't know for you guys out there but I certainly had fun during today's day-camp. Really hope you guys enjoyed the games though some of them are indeed pretty lame. hehe! Thanks Adrian for all the help for Telematch and of course all my dear Station I/Cs. You guys rocks!
Totally enjoyed the video screening session at the AVA by Sul. I really wished it could last longer. Erm... maybe some other time before the Team Event I shall ask him to show ask again. The throw are really SUPERB! *woot* It's a no wonder they are World Champions.
Training wise was quite alright for me. Kinda like the new technique Sul taught me during the so-called break time. It's pretty neat =) Not that I'm sick or what but I really enjoy Sul's "Hell Training". haha! It gets me motivated somehow. Hopefully it does to for the rest. tsktsk!
As for the photos right, I'ld really LOVE to post them out but I need my Daddy to buy the USB port first. So I guess you people have to wait a while more ok? Especially that Colleen! haha! Super duper funny during the nomination today! Sul's head was EXTREMELY BIG for God sake! hahaha! His skin is going to get thicker man!
Revision at WRl was quite productive for the past few days but hopefully the pace could be faster a little. Looking through my bio stuff I'm kind of in deep shit.
Pretty excited about tomorrow's AF outing =)
Miss the guys a lot man! Really wanna see how much they have changed! tsktsk! Shall take more photos during tomorrow's dinner ;)
hehe! Guess who I saw on my way to SJF? Gary! Mr Chow not Yuen ok. He boarded the NEL train that I took to Outram. So it's like he boarded the train which I just alighted. He didn't see me though but I guess his friend caught me looking at them =S Looks like he's going Sentosa...
Shop around with my cousins a while before heading home. Oh man! The GSS is on and it's really tempting! Gosh! Shall reward myself after mugging hard one of these days...