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Thursday, July 27, 2006

I'm so caught in a dilemma right now! It's supposed to be a good news and I've to admit I'm super thrilled and excited that this opportunity is here for me to grab it but something seems to be holding me back. Yup. Studies. My academics.

Just when I'm ready to concentrate and give my heart to my tutorials and notes the news suddenly came. In case your wondering what I'm ranting all about, it's the annual Judo Pesta Sukan Championships I'm talking about. It's supposed to be pretty prestigious and stuff. Sul and Cheryl took part in it before and it's a invitational competition. There's like people from other clubs, countries and those national players who would be taking part in it too.

Gosh. Save me! It's tempting. The offer is real tempting and there's only 3 combined trainings. But the championships is right smack before my Prelims. Duh! And I'm so clueless about what's the schedule for the combined training is like. Okay, according to Gary it's 2 hours. He played for it last year and he's going for this year one too.
This is so fustrating. I hate experiencing internal conflicts. This sucks.

I know there would be still chances in uni to participate but what if I don't? What if it's the first and last Pesta Sukan I'm ever going to?
And what if I can't have the self discipline to mug?
I'm greedy. I want to participate in it and want to ace in my Prelims, but can I?

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