Life According to Melissa S.

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

sorry.

sorry team. sorry fellow judokas. sorry nyjcains.
and most importantly, sorry sul.

my heart is bleeding and feeling so numb now. the decision i had made was costly and i ought to be responsible for it. i guess that explains why i got the dislocated toe. and great, it's swollen and bruised now.

i just can't face him after the match. not even when he helped me to straighten back the bone. i just feel i owe him a big one; and the entire team too. his call made me even worse after that. haix. and what's even better is that he never replied my message which means he really is very very disappointed. can actually sense it when i was about to play with the cj girl during the last match. his silence just killled me.

the trophy for the individual match that i'ld be getting on the 19th seems meaningless for me at this point. i would just sacrifice it for the team trophies if it's possible...
the teams had played great today actually. can see that they give their best shot at it. but the results are just not what we desire for...

anyway, it's over. everything is over. my judo life in nyjc is officially over for me.

xoxo

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