"No pain, no gain."

That's what I feel after the matches today. Seriously speaking, I wasn't really disappointed just that I'm pretty angry and pissed with myself cause I know that this isn't what I can do. Super duper off-form today. Blehx! But I can't expect much I guess. Afterall I haven't been actually training since 10th July. That's was when Sul's still in Singapore. Did went back to get my 'throwing vibes' back twice before the competition but it really wasn't sufficient and productive for me. I do enjoy Mel's training but it's hard to get myself to adapt to her style suddenly.

Pherhaps it's the mutual understanding between the coach and the student which obviously need some time to develop. haha! okok, I just need time to adapt.. but thinking about it again, Sul's gonna be back by the time my A's end! tsktsktsk! I'm so missing his 'hell trainings' and the ways and methods he always 'torture' us such as playing with 6 people (mixture of guys and girls) in a row non-stop?! But you'll always feel damn freaking good when you're able to survive through it and knowing that you can win your opponent at the end of the day =)

Alright, before I digress too much, back to the matches again...
I just think that overall the J2 judokas who played today were pretty off-form and were just below their usual standard. Nicola and Jiangyue were of one of the few. I guess everyone is like mugging their asses off for prelims and can't really bother to train. Saw nic mugging during when she's not playing lo! gosh...

Anyway, pesta wasn't as sut as what I thought it would be. Kinda disappointed with it. No wonder Gary didn't turn up. He didnt't come and play today! Super sianed man! Zzzz...
Hmmm.. think I know why but not very sure though. Shall ask him when I see him again...

Kind of happy and glad that finally everything is over. As in the competition and stuff. I can mug peacefully now! *woot* hehehe! And by the time I return, Sul's gonna be back too! Yippy!!! For the next 65 days, it's nothing but mug, sleep and eat. Ok, maybe some small treats in between. hehe!

Lastly...
Thanks Kitty, Val and Colleen for coming down today! *muahx*
And also thanks for the Yam-yam kitty! hehe!