Friday, August 05, 2005
I had actually typed a pretty long enrey just now but thanks to Blogger, it's gone. That's one thing I hate most about blogspot.
It'd been 7 days since she left us. It still weird not to see her on the tracks in the morning. I guess she had left a deep footprint in my life. It takes time to heal...
Why must everyone leave so soon. The J2 had stepped down, hew ting and Cheryl's leabing for Japan in September. This sucks. Jasmine kind of remind me on Wednesday. Why Cheryl kept calling me up to coach me on my harai. I understand now. Actaully all of them played an important role in my life. Cheryl especially. I got really inspired by her when I first stepped into the dojo and still considering if Judo is right for me. Her encouragement and motivation really makes me think I can do it and perserve. Really fortuante to have her as one of the coaches in NYJC. Really. It really saddens me to see her leave.
Sometimes I think people are very superficial. Guys especially. They just have this very different set of thinking from us (females). No pms and big boobs... Gosh! The Rock had actually said something that I had remember since last year, It's a chinese proverb that he believes.
It means that if you don't want people to treat you in a particular way, don't treat them in that way. I believe it too after much thijnking on the proverb. If only everyone can toleranteach other the world is going to be a better place. Thanks to the girl sitting behind me during make-up today. her endless grumble and reattling had reminded me of the belief again. I guess sometimes we had to put ourselves in mr. neo's shoes (though it's tough..haha). He just like that I guess.
LTC tommorrow...
hope everything is going to be fun...
xoxo
